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We are all the same, given with a difference called uniqueness. But how can life be so different in pathways and decisions. Everyday we face mountains, some as small as deciding where to have dinner, while big one can be deciding what job to take. Different problems and circumstances happen to different people which i find it hard to believe, that although people are so close, but can be yet so far apart from one another.

Jh's mum passed away, was there at the funeral, was expecting him to be down and unsure of what to say also.. But just gave him a pat on his shoulder and wish him take care. Then he was smiling to me and was fine as usual. But underneath that cheerful and playful character, he must be feeling bad ba.. that he had to diguise himself to face us.. I feel for him, that if anything happen to my love ones, i will be very upset, dunno where can i draw my strength then.. Managed to see a few close frens from sec sch, were talking abt sch and work.. Same sec sch, and from now living different lifestyles.. wow..

Big love.. everyone has it.. just that how big is big and how much are u willing to show it.. I've been showered with love, that i feel so comfortable, by littles gestures and acts of kindness.. Mdm Goh gave me chocolates, Jeanette secretly put food on my table, Mrs Tong gives me egg tart, Mr Tan treats me drinks, Mr Chan gave me a lift, Miss Toh helped me with my work, Miss Tan gave me advice, more more more.. A small thing u do sprout a seed and mature into something great.. U give and u shall receive, u reap wad u sow.. Thanks~

Motives are unpredictable and deceits are horrible. We oftern listen and trust people words too much.. In one way or another, we trust the wrong person and thats it.. prepare for something bad to happen.. So before we really set our hearts to believe someone we must be wary and cautious, not to be critical but be alert.. Trust with your heart and brain, and not anywhere else.. Be wisee~

Don't think the way of teaching your own flesh is by beatings and scoldings. These ways are too extreme, maybe once or twice in a while is fine, but if this becomes the only way, where is communication? Kids now need attention, they don't really need someone else to be there to teach them how to study, in fact they are smart enough to handle and tackle them. Heard from Mr tan that normally ADHD will not be able to do well in studies and probably stand no chance to work up to JC level.. Kinda sad that this might come from the genes, that you are born like that and you have to accept it like that.. There must be a way to alter it right?